There really should be a test….
It’s the start of the Labor Day weekend and weeks/months since I updated my experience following deep brain stimulation (DBS) surgery.
A packed work schedule at the beginning of the summer, signaled the potential for added stress. Obviously, life in general is not without stressors, but for me, it can intensify my hemidystonia symptoms: awkard gait, and clenched left fist.
Refreshing my therapy timeline: I had surgery the end of February, device turned on mid-March, with physical and occupational therapy commencing in April. If you know me you know I possess maybe a thimble full of patience – if that – I returned to work as soon as we flipped the switch. I continue reminding myself DBS for dystonia therapy is a slow process – six to nine months, not six to nine weeks.
Fast forward to July. All the progress I had gained this spring seemed to be slowly eroding. I headed back to the neurologist.
Dr: “Lori. You’re off.”
Me: Taking a moment to interpret if he’s commenting on my personality, before realizing he meant my device.
Me: What!!!
Sure enough, my device was off and had only been on 22% of the time since the end of May. (Henceforth the title of this post – there really should to be a test – the are-you-responsible-and/or-intelligent-enough-not-to-turn-off-your-very-cool-life-changing-implant test!)
Late May is significant, in that this was when I was granted permission to turn up my voltage by 0.1, to a 3.0 – at the time a new high. Turned it up…and apparently turned it off!
In the big picture, my lack of strong oversight and the fact that I turned off my DBS was the best possible outcome. We spent a month this summer closely watching my battery level and making sure it indeed was in the “on” position. Other, less optimal, options were a faulty wire or my inadvertently being in proximity to “something” that was turning it off.
Thank goodness it was simply me.
Safeguards are now in place: daily device checks and a small notebook in which I note all readings; friends at work who, if they see me stumble or clenching my fist, are encouraged to ask: 1) have you checked your device, 2) have you had breakfast, 3) have you taken your medication, and 4) have you exercised.
So, PT and OT begin again next week. Progress is being made. I would still repeat the surgery in heartbeat.

Nice post. Gave me a much needed smile.
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Thanks…best possible outcome indeed!
LOVE YOU!!!
Love you too!
Love it! Smiles abound!
Thanks for being there throughout!
Aww, Lori, sorry about the “ooops” and delay but you are on road again!!!Yay, you are so strong and beautiful and loved! Praying things go perfectly right this time. I always keep you in my prayers!😍
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Jane – this is just so precious! Thank you to the moon and back!
I was just wondering how you were doing. Glad to get the update. I know it is slow going but keep up the good work.
Miss you! So good to heat from you
Love this blog so much! I am looking forward to more!
Love you! Keep us posted on your hurricane situation.
We probably all need someone checking our “safeguards” and asking the right questions. So glad you found the solution.
Mine are more like “keepers” 🤫!
I’m reading this in your voice and cracking up. Glad you figured it out. 🙃
I’m reading your comment in YOUR voice and it made me smile broadly!
Lori, I don’t even know what to say other than I am really really happy that you are making such good progress. Now (by allowing others to help a little bit) you will at least have others looking out for you and can help you catch any potential problems early on. Hang in there, I am praying for you.
Thanks my sweet friend!
You just gained another “keeper” to ask you those important questions! Brave girl! Turned off! Crazy!
I already counted you as one of the posse!
Love you Lori!!!
Ditto DiDi!
You are absolutely amazing, Lori. Now, let’s hope all the safeguards will ensure you are getting the full benefit!
I’m confident I’m operating on all cylinders
So glad you got that figured out! So will you get those questions many times a day??? I will try to restrain when I see you!!
It’s all good. Ask away.
Thinking of you my beautiful, brave friend. Sending a hug!
Oh my heavens…you are never far from my thoughts. Much love.
Thanks for the update. Lori, we are all cheering you on! Now keep yourself turned on. So glad you found the solution. ❤️❤️❤️
Thanks my friend
Perhaps you should become a list-maker.
For example:
THINGS TO DO
1. Don’t turn brain doo-dad off
2. Walmart – Milk, bread, eggs
3. See number 1
Nicely done.